"Ni Contigo, Ni Sin Ti" by Azul Nogueron

Oil on Canvas

24'' by 30''

Prints Available

Grief has played a major role in my pieces, displaying intensity and sorrow in concepts that were personal to me. However, I discovered that the core of the grief was a profound love for those who have touched my life. Drawing from my own experiences, I’ve woven romance into my work with vivid hues and unique portraits with the queer perspective. I am compelled to show the immense love in my life and by sharing my journey of love, I hope to evoke a deep emotional connection between the audience and the piece.

While embracing passion and love, complexities arose when facing religion. I find myself wanting to be embraced by higher power, yet I am torn by fear of judgment for finding happiness that doesn’t abide by the strict rules religion imposes. My desire is to be loved unconditionally but the rigid teachings of religion dictate that only a certain type of person is allowed into the kingdom of heaven. Through the use of Catholic symbolism and figurative bodies, I marry the struggle of acceptance and yearning to belong.​

Because of these opposing topics, I create surrealist paintings that intertwine the concept of self acceptance, romance, and grief. The battle of sense of self is displayed in distorted portraiture, patterned layers, and unusual material to create these structures. I explore the way in which I hold space and live life airing out my “dirty laundry”, while making room for new experiences to shape my core.